hello from mun!

@hrtfrgile • 7/26

haiya! firstly, if u're seeing this, thank you for checking out my blog~ this portion of my blog is where i'll be putting my thoughts and diary entries <3!

feel free to read up on my entries here to get a feel of my life! scroll down to view older posts :)

mun luvs movies

@hrtfrgile • 8/7

i've been watching a lot of movies lately! (˶ˆᗜˆ˵) my friends always meme on me for procrastinating on watching movies, but now i SO get it. i think i've watched 10 movies in like 4 days which is HUGE for a movie-procrastinator like me (•̀ᴗ•́ )و it's soso fun to get transported into a whole new world and see different stories and perspectives ,, movies are such a big part of our culture and there's nothing more comforting than seeing a movie that reflects your own personal beliefs and experiences huhuhu :((

i recently watched some popular movies on letterboxd like la la land and fight club, and i SWEAR they're so beautifullll, (╥﹏╥) aside from wonderful music and an engaging story, i just love love love the cinematography, the color grading, everything!

i've also watched movies such as 10 things i hate about you and the perks of being a wallflower ++ i rewatched some of my comfort movies too (ehem tasm ehem beautiful boy ehem ISLE OF DOGS) i don't know how else to describe the feeling of being in bed wrapped up in a cozy blanket watching a wonderfully written and produced movie. genuinely the best. ToT

aside from movies i've watched online in bed, i've also been LOVING the movies released this year! obsession is one of my favorite movies, and i absolutely love the deeper meaning of it. i also watched project hail mary earlier this year and it was PHENOMENAL. SUCH a beautiful movie and so well made,, i was smiling the whole movie (except for the times i cried HUHU)

Ofc, we can't talk about movies without mentioning spider-man: brand new day (๑ᵔ⤙ᵔ๑) i watched it recently with my friends and it was sooo gooddd huhuhu oh yeah? by steve lacy has been my go to song this week. it's such a good reminder that at the end of the day, tomorrow's a brand new day ૮₍ ´ ꒳ `₎ა other than the movie itself being good, it was sooo touching to watch everyone line up in the theatres with their spiderman shirts and merchandise. as silly as it is, seeing people come together for a shared interest makes me super emotional.

spider-man was such a good movie, and i'm not even that into marvel. i might start cz of this ToT,, but on the topic of spider-man, the quote "anyone can wear the mask" is one of my core pillars. i feel like its so beautiful to think that no matter who you are, no matter where you are, no matter your race, gender, sexuality, we all have the power inside of us and we all have a responsibility to uphold justice and serve the people everyday ( ◡̀_◡́)ᕤ

it goes hand in hand with one of my other favorite quotes "anyone can cook" from ratatouille. especially now as companies grow more and more dependent on ai, as it becomes more integrated in our lives, and as everything dulls down and feels more corporate, i believe its so important to remind ourselves of the beauty of humanity. the passion and the drive in each and every one of us is soo beautiful.

anyone can wear the mask, even if you're awkward 17 year old asian girls like me!

that's mainly why i'm falling inlove with movies more and more recently, being able to watch someone's creations, an actor's performance, and bond over it with other movie-goers makes me feel sooo human and alive, as weird as that sounds ദ്ദി◝ ⩊ ◜.ᐟ

mun on friendship

@hrtfrgile • 6/14

friendship is such and important aspect of my life, especially as someone who felt soso alone for such a long time. i really do think that my friends are my core, and i deeply value them so muchhh augh i swear i get teary-eyed whenever i think of anything related to my girl friends because they make me feel so accepted and heard (˃̣̣̥ᯅ˂̣̣̥)

i grew up on my little pony, i SWEAR i can rewatch that show all day everyday. (P.S. EG IS PEAK DON'T LET THE HATERS TELL YOU OTHERWISE) if i had to describe my personality, it'd be a mix between pinkie pie and fluttershy. fluttershy's alwayss been my favorite, i love how soft and kind she is to everything, but at the same time i've always loved how happy pinkie pie's aura is!! i even cosplayed fluttershy before with some of my friends in school >w< !!

friendship is the CORE of my being. for so long i've felt like a floater friend, someone who you call a best friend but don't treat like a best friend, ygwim? but all my assumptions that my friends secretly hated me and stuff all washed away this year. on my birthday eve, i had a sleepover at my friends house after going to a theme park here. when we left the theme park and headed towards the parking, my friends surprised me with a cake and sang me happy birthday. i didn't know how to react. later that night when we arrived at my friend's house, my mom surprised me at 12:00 AM (when it turned to my actual birthdate) with pizza, cake, coke, and a hand-made bouquet. when the celebrations ended and my family went back home, i just couldn't stop myself from cryingg .·°՞(っ-ᯅ-ς)՞°·.

i've been a part of surprise birthday party preparations for so long. when it was the pandemic, me and my friends would make minecraft cakes and letters for our online friends. when the covid lockdown was lifted, i helped organize face-to-face surprise parties. i never thought that i was that significant of a friend, or even a person, to be surprised in that way. i've always struggled with my self-esteem, and i just always felt unimportant to people in that sense.

seeing people come together, my family make the long trip to my friend's house, my friends secretly planning to get me a cake, everything was so magical. it truly made me feel like i was significant and important enough, i guess? I DONT KNOWWW ( ;´ - `;)

there's nothing more heartwarming than finally finding YOUR people, the people that will make the effort for u after feeling like you aren't worth the effort all your life ˙◠˙